|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
i loved you then, i love you nowi remember 10th grade english
with the cheap smell of vodka
lingering around you
and i don't ever remember
thinking that there was something wrong
with a 15 years old boy
who drinks all the time
11/20She's crazy, crazy,
eat sleep rave repeat
on the stereo.
"I let another boy touch me
today. And I feel nothing."
She's afraid to let the doctors in
because they'll lock her up,
spoon feed her with lies and pills
and she'll have to take it
like a 'good girl'.
shipwreckSkip the pleasantries,
I wanna go straight to
skin on skin delirium,
fingers tripping down vertebrae slopes,
the space between us hungry,
mouths drinking as to an ocean
rocking our boat to violent waves.
I'll always want you
like we're the last people on earth.
tw*tDealing blows to my emotions
like dealing cards in a game
fuck you for
treating me like I was yours
only to discard me
(as if i wasn't heartbroken enough already)
Tea (n.) I’m jealous of your first cup of tea, which gets to touch your lips before I do, when the sun hasn't even risen yet (because you rise with it but you also race it, it can only see you when you’re ready). I’m jealous of your second cup of tea, which gets to follow you around all day, kiss your lips again and again, furtively, with people watching and without.
It seems it’s your only refuge, your one salvation. There’s no one there for you quite like tea is but I wish you’d come to me the way you run to it. At least I have the benefit of kissing you last, at night, after that last cup of tea, when the moon is out and we’re under covers, quiet.
Then one day you forgot it home. I woke and there it was, forlorn on the kitchen counter, looking like a lost pup. I don’t think I've ever moved so fast to get ready and jump in the first bus. The ride felt like it lasted an eternity, I could only imagine you
girl, unknown (2)She believes in nothing, not even the stars, because let's face it, they've all died thousands of years ago. Her own existence is a joke, she thinks she might as well be a ghost. Everyone else? Everyone else doesn't matter, they fill void space. She still counts her heartbeats when there's too much silence. Some might say she believes in it, but she believes in nothing.
girl, unknownShe believes in ghosts, draws flowers in the palm of her hand, little graveyards to all those skeletons laid to rest in her mind closet. She believes in another life after death because there's got to be more to it than this, she knows she must be missing out. She doesn't have a God but she believes in faith, everyone needs to rely on something, no matter how intangible the proof. She believes in love when he falls asleep next to her and the silence isn't too much. When she doesn't have to count her heartbeats before she falls asleep. She believes, she believes in everything and in everyone without restraint. She doesn't know otherwise.
(maybe she stopped believing in fairytales after the girl, but we'll never know)
cancelledyou don't understand that
I AM NOT MEANT TO BE LOVED
overrated and broken
with scars that you think special
fool, i am nothing but a carbon copy
of previous girls
with much realer problems
(i'm scared that if i
tell the doctors what's really going on,
they'll say it's all in my head
and i'll have nothing to blame this
paranoia on, because it
can't be me)
think twicewon't you tell me about that time
you ran your screams in the dishwasher
hoping no one would hear,
hoping to disappear?
won't you tell me about that time
you watched the sky for the night
waiting for the sun with a flashlight
because the darkness was too strong?
won't you tell me about that night
we almost said 'i love you'?
i love you, i love you, i love you
(my god, it still sounds so wrong)
i can tell you about that time
i missed you so much i gave up,
ran into the arms of a god who
truly didn't give a fuck.
Keep in Touch!
^Nyx-Valentine arrived in our community and started whipping everyone into a frenzy with her relentless desire to bring the Artistic Nude and Fetish galleries to the fore. 9 years later, and it's safe to say that Nyx is not only a leader as a photographer in these galleries, but she has also established herself as a much saught after model. ^... Read More